CannibalisticxNecrophagia

girlinluvanime asked: Hello my sexy twin, how is college C:

hey love lookie http://mizery-loves-company.tumblr.com/post/53259088740

It’s hard to be silent when the people who claim want to be more close to you and make u feel included they straight up ignore you, I am tired of trying when it doesn’t help…….I won’t feel included I should stop trying to be “normal” and just go back to being how I am quiet. I mean it doesn’t help to be out there and interested when all people do is ignore you……….it hurts really bad. I just don’t give a fuck.

fangirlasplosian asked: um, so, I totally responded to your birthday greeting in my ask, but tumblr isn't showing it on the dashboard. you can see it on my blog though, I do not want you to think I am ignoring you!

It’s all good, I guess I seems a lil excited but you don’t know how hard it is to find people with who share your fandom, let alone share your birthday too……weird

Sometimes people escape me when they act, I feel people act in a way which is not only rude but just plain mean and they tend to do it for no reason…..I mean I never act that way toward people…..I don’t give people a reason to act hateful or spiteful toward me but people think it is okay to act that way toward me. Sometimes I wish I could just say HEY STOP THAT HURTS…..but my mouth won’t work. I ask people for help and all they see is a poor black person needs their help. I would do anything for people but once I am the one who needs help….I guess I am on my own. I just don’t understand…..I try to be nice to so-called people and they just act vicious toward me…..what have I done to deserve this kind of treatment……Can someone answer this for me……please……